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Hi, have you hugged yourself today?

Said something nice to yourself?

Be Grateful for everything that happens and perhaps could be happen..

For everybody that really into you, care and love you just the way you are.. no matter how hard you try to let them down and convince them that you are not that worth for taking place of their heart..

For just maybe a chance to open your eyes and see the same view of your home.. to smell the same scent of your favorite meals.. to hear the routine noise made by your brother.. to touch the air and breath it in..

I am being grateful..

Even for every tears that dried on my cheek,
every desperate prayer in the late of the night,
every sad song i sang in my gloomy day,
every sorrow i've been through has strengthen me..

And here i am, in my quarter of century..
Being grateful to also have my weaknesses in order to be guarded by His Almighty Power
Being Grateful for everything... I do realize, what really matters are lie inside not outside..

There's indeed sometimes when i regret my foolish actions toward those who i loved.. even my own family..
Thanks for not giving up on me.. Thanks for giving me the chance to know each of you :)
Just hope, this time i'll learn from my mistakes and being a better person..

For you, who had been also being hurt or betrayed by me.. just know that i'll never wish something terrible happen to you, i'll keep wishing the best for you.. that you may also find your own peace and let go of past.. That maybe someday we'll meet again like an old friend that yearning to share all of those magical stories..

At the end.. i just wanna say thank you.. and sorry.. for every eternal tiny time that have been given to me and yet i still fixing my bugs in this life..

To infinity and beyond.. don't give up trying.. :)

- Lil notes for myself, gentle reminder to be rejoice always.. (and maybe for you too)