Enough is enough

Where am i all this long?
why am i so blind?
i can't see clearly..
this way will end up in a valley of death..

and i will jump into it happily with eyes closed..
now.. The Light has came to me..
it opens up my eyes..

Why am i so afraid to know the truth..
because i was too sinful.. too dirty.. too.. despicable..

"This is the time.."
i heard that sound..
"To end all of this suffer.. to go home.."

"Yeah.." i replied..
Enough is enough..
i can't continue to walk on this path..
no, i won't..

"Let me in your Light.. Guide me in your presence.."
i prayed..
"So, i can keep my heart, as close as possible to Yours.."
"Give me Your strength.."